Today would have been our 10th anniversary baby, That means we had 5 together and now 5 apart. I dont think i can get up there today baby I have assignments to do *8 by 30th and this whole Darwin business its all getting a bit much. Forgive me but i'm there in spirit and i know your here with me anyway not buried beaneath that marble but still, im sorry to have to choose my assignments over tending to your resting place. I love you baby. life's hard at the moment full on and full of decisions im not confident making and assignments that just go on and on. My bth sat and i cant be bothered. I mmiss you immensly benj. I need your guidance right now and strength and steely determination. Im so grateful to have you in my life benj, dead or alive you are my prince, my rock and my love. Eternally yours baby. xxxx
My Gosh, I miss you so much baby. Wish you were here with everything I have, it just doesnt work though. Give me the strength to excel, be focused and get what i want my love. Help me out prince, seriously i sooooo miss you. Been so good lately too but tonight my gosh, it hurts like it hasnt hurt in a while. I am everything i am because you love me baby, I had your heart, i had it all, I was blessed because I was loved by you and i will carry your heart with me till we are in each others arms again. You are still my rock and I love you like life, carry me through the rest of this life on the wings of my angel. My world is a better place because of you. Til next time hot stuff. All my love now and forever my Prince, eternally your Princess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx xxx xxxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxx xx xxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Merry Christmas baby. All went really well but i miss you so much my love. Hugest hugs benny, I love you like life baby. Fingers crossed next year will be really uplifting and constructive for me. Give me strength. All my love, princess xxxx
If tears could build a stairwell and memories a lane, Id climb right up to heaven and bring you home again. I love you like life baby. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Today was Lisa's 21st!! Can you believe it! She looked beautiful and happy and we all had a lovely day, in the stunning weather. Gabrielle is gorgeous, her house is gorgeous and your dad and all are well. It could have only been made better by your company. We all love you so much baby bloody hugest hugs my love xxxxx xxxxxxx xxxxx xxxxxxx xxxxx xxxxx xxxx xxxxLove always your princess mwah xxxxxx
I miss you sooo much baby. Tryingto be healthy and good which sux but is good feel better but soooo god damn lonely. Not that I want to socialise i just want u. Still seeing u in others while im driving and the unbelievable sadness drops in which is quickly passed with a shake of the head in the disbelief that you have gone. I just feel so ripped off and pissed off. 4 yrs this year baby and the pain hurts no less, the lonliness still prevails, I just get better at hiding it and more numb to any emotion. This life is so long without you and im just at a loss still as to what im doing, everthing went out the window when you died and clarity is yet to return Happy aniversary for friday baby in anticipation. I love you soo much benj, words can never express it. I miss you soo much and I'd do anything to have you back. All the love in my heart helps little to bring you home, so until i see you there baby, stay by my side, I still need you here. Help me to achieve whateva it is that is keeping me here. Give my love to johnny and everyone baby. I love you like life baby. Hugest hugs xx
So five days after my last message, Coach left us to be with you. Its been suitably manic since. Morgs and babies doing well considering, there's starting to be more of us there than here baby, ruckin schmukin. So since, we've had your dads bth party, Lisa's soon. She's all good, your neice is stunning of course. Caught up with Dave and your ma at Johnnys funeral they seem ok.
You and Johnny will be so proud cause I dragged the lut to the cricket sat afo just in time to see Roberto batting who got a good 17 runs off a shitload of balls saw out 5 wickets but just missed the paper and it was his bth! So morgs and I dragged him and weeds over for drinks for both there bth's tho weedys is still a mystery. It was great! They rock, but its still not the same without you two, though we did spend a good wad of time talking about you both in your absence. You are aways in our hearts and thoughts my love. Shark was too soft, but no surprise there lol. Then today I took morgs and babies to Brettes and sus'd out his new place by the beach, he looks really happy finally which is great. Look after him baby, keep him injury free for at least a year hey? Finally Frosty Kicked ass today my love, NUMERO UNO! Yeh! Sadly missed most of it but caught the most important bits.
Having lead withdrawals so will head up next weekend my angel to see you and straighten up the flowers. Also hopefully finished my grad cert baby, fingers crossed results not out yet! House looks great. Give everyone my love, so many now... Coach, tickles, nanna's, grandpa, poppa, cameroon, tet, kathy, Rajeev, Miss Claudia, aunty d and company. Look after everyone I have left down here for me, not ready to loose anymore for a while. Coach, help the lut get back her faith in something, psychic time soon. Love ya johnny.
Love you like life baby, everyday i am so grateful for having had you and for the love you continue to give me. I am so much stronger for it and so grateful for my pepper, she and annie are my new saviors. Bloody huggggesst hugs and eternal love, you're always in my heart my prince. Love your princess xxxxxxx
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You and Johnny will be so proud cause I dragged the lut to the cricket sat afo just in time to see Roberto batting who got a good 17 runs off a shitload of balls saw out 5 wickets but just missed the paper and it was his bth! So morgs and I dragged him and weeds over for drinks for both there bth's tho weedys is still a mystery. It was great! They rock, but its still not the same without you two, though we did spend a good wad of time talking about you both in your absence. You are aways in our hearts and thoughts my love. Shark was too soft, but no surprise there lol. Then today I took morgs and babies to Brettes and sus'd out his new place by the beach, he looks really happy finally which is great. Look after him baby, keep him injury free for at least a year hey? Finally Frosty Kicked ass today my love, NUMERO UNO! Yeh! Sadly missed most of it but caught the most important bits.
Having lead withdrawals so will head up next weekend my angel to see you and straighten up the flowers. Also hopefully finished my grad cert baby, fingers crossed results not out yet! House looks great. Give everyone my love, so many now... Coach, tickles, nanna's, grandpa, poppa, cameroon, tet, kathy, Rajeev, Miss Claudia, aunty d and company. Look after everyone I have left down here for me, not ready to loose anymore for a while. Coach, help the lut get back her faith in something, psychic time soon. Love ya johnny.
Love you like life baby, everyday i am so grateful for having had you and for the love you continue to give me. I am so much stronger for it and so grateful for my pepper, she and annie are my new saviors. Bloody huggggesst hugs and eternal love, you're always in my heart my prince. Love your princess xxxxxxx
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