Let me start off by saying God Bless you and be with you. I can not imagine what you are going through I have four children of my own and if anything was to happen to one of them I feel that my whole world just crumble. Yet god has blessed you with 2 other beautiful children and you must give your love to him through them every minute of everyday. This needs to be your therapy whether you mqke it for people to read or just for yourself it may help your healing process. I pray that god blesses you and keeps you in his hands.
May god keep you always
tswanna Jul 12, 2008