The years weve shared have been full of joy, The memories made will go on and on.
I havent Stopped Crying sinc you went away.
Its so not fair you couldnt stay.
Three months have passed, I’ll never forget the day, Jason had rang to tell me ,That you’d gone away
The hurt is the same, Like an open wound There are days I don’t utter a sound
Some days the pain is stronger It makes me sick and weak ,I can’t stand this much longer I just sit here and weep
I’ve shut my private door And let no one in Locking myself in a box
They try, but I won’t give in
You were like a rock Strong, faithful and true What worth has my life Now I don’t have you
I was your first born, Daddy’s little girl I took my own path
But was still part of your world
I was not the best Guilty of neglect But you know daddy dearest but that never stopped you loving me back
I always loved you My Dardy, my star so bright, Now ,my pain is To worship you from afar , its just not right,
I love you now As I did back then I just hope... one day I will see you again
I am so proud of you Brave and strong to the end Now when asked “how are you?”
There is no need to pretend
We all love and miss you so much, rest and take care of all who went before, but wait for me Dardy xxxx
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A letter to my Dardy,
Oh Dad why is this world so unfair nearly three months and i still cant share.
My world is blue when I sit here and type, I have your jumper on but still cant write. Ive had good days and bad but they seem so long. I sometimes wonder how I carry on.
Id give anything in this world just to hear you say "Hello Kid" and hummm an ha me as you did when you listened to anything and everything I had to say. The kids are missing you but talk to you daily. Maybe it helps them cope i dont know cause Im too scared to ask. There is always a funny story we have to share.
The kids acknowledge you when they leave for school and come home sitting in the lounge next to your ashes telling you of their day. I know your here I feel you around. How can me being psychic help me now.? You have come to me twice but i just hope you understand I wasnt ready thats why I broke down. Its still hard to cope knowing you are not going to ring. I cant change the numbers in my phone as it scares me. When mum rings it still has Jimbo come up on the house ph and when my mobile rings it says dardy and ma. The dressing down you loved so much mum washed for me when she was up here as I couldnt bring myself to do it as I could still smell you . Its been washed and I still smell you daily on it when I I go to my cupboard and touch it. I know I was blessed to have you for so long but there was so much I still had to say. Of course only I would have that much to say and it didnt matter what it was you would listen. It feels like no one listens to me now and that Im screaming on the inside for everyone to pay attention but it feels as though it falls on deaf ears.
My words cannot express the love that I still carry Dard I have days when Im just so sad.
I know you wouldnt want it that and you would tell me to knock it off. Its so hard just not hearing your voice. My eyes are red from weeping again. I honestly didnt think one person could have this many tears...I just know this pain will never end. Im lost Jimbo what do I do ? I dont know how Im going to get through the rest of my life without you.. You were my light my inspiritation and my joy. The funny stuff you would come out with would make anyones day. Its nearly 1.00am Im too scared to sleep when Im sleeping I just seem to sit and weep. Im trying dad but its so hard. I dont know how to keep things going. Mum is lost I try not to upset her when she rings the tears stream down my face in silence. She is moving up in a wk or two she is like my connectin to you. Dammm I miss you so much word cannot express it. How does dardys gal cope with out her Dardy ???
You know I love to write so this is going to be my outlet to help get out what Im feeling.
My Memory of my Dardy
akimmy89 May 17, 2009
I havent Stopped Crying sinc you went away.
Its so not fair you couldnt stay.
Three months have passed, I’ll never forget the day, Jason had rang to tell me ,That you’d gone away
The hurt is the same, Like an open wound There are days I don’t utter a sound
Some days the pain is stronger It makes me sick and weak ,I can’t stand this much longer I just sit here and weep
I’ve shut my private door And let no one in Locking myself in a box
They try, but I won’t give in
You were like a rock Strong, faithful and true What worth has my life Now I don’t have you
I was your first born, Daddy’s little girl I took my own path
But was still part of your world
I was not the best Guilty of neglect But you know daddy dearest but that never stopped you loving me back
I always loved you My Dardy, my star so bright, Now ,my pain is To worship you from afar , its just not right,
I love you now As I did back then I just hope... one day I will see you again
I am so proud of you Brave and strong to the end Now when asked “how are you?”
There is no need to pretend
We all love and miss you so much, rest and take care of all who went before, but wait for me Dardy xxxx
***********************************************************************************************
A letter to my Dardy,
Oh Dad why is this world so unfair nearly three months and i still cant share.
My world is blue when I sit here and type, I have your jumper on but still cant write. Ive had good days and bad but they seem so long. I sometimes wonder how I carry on.
Id give anything in this world just to hear you say "Hello Kid" and hummm an ha me as you did when you listened to anything and everything I had to say. The kids are missing you but talk to you daily. Maybe it helps them cope i dont know cause Im too scared to ask. There is always a funny story we have to share.
The kids acknowledge you when they leave for school and come home sitting in the lounge next to your ashes telling you of their day. I know your here I feel you around. How can me being psychic help me now.? You have come to me twice but i just hope you understand I wasnt ready thats why I broke down. Its still hard to cope knowing you are not going to ring. I cant change the numbers in my phone as it scares me. When mum rings it still has Jimbo come up on the house ph and when my mobile rings it says dardy and ma. The dressing down you loved so much mum washed for me when she was up here as I couldnt bring myself to do it as I could still smell you . Its been washed and I still smell you daily on it when I I go to my cupboard and touch it. I know I was blessed to have you for so long but there was so much I still had to say. Of course only I would have that much to say and it didnt matter what it was you would listen. It feels like no one listens to me now and that Im screaming on the inside for everyone to pay attention but it feels as though it falls on deaf ears.
My words cannot express the love that I still carry Dard I have days when Im just so sad.
I know you wouldnt want it that and you would tell me to knock it off. Its so hard just not hearing your voice. My eyes are red from weeping again. I honestly didnt think one person could have this many tears...I just know this pain will never end. Im lost Jimbo what do I do ? I dont know how Im going to get through the rest of my life without you.. You were my light my inspiritation and my joy. The funny stuff you would come out with would make anyones day. Its nearly 1.00am Im too scared to sleep when Im sleeping I just seem to sit and weep. Im trying dad but its so hard. I dont know how to keep things going. Mum is lost I try not to upset her when she rings the tears stream down my face in silence. She is moving up in a wk or two she is like my connectin to you. Dammm I miss you so much word cannot express it. How does dardys gal cope with out her Dardy ???
You know I love to write so this is going to be my outlet to help get out what Im feeling.
Love you Darday
Bimbo xxxxxxxxx