It has now been one year since Rebecca died and I still miss her greatly. I think of you every day Bec and always will I'm certain of it. Wish you were still here.
A year has passed today and i still cant beleive that your not here anymore. You are always in my thoughts and am and always will be greatful that you were part of my life.
I miss you. Until we meet again. With love and fond memories loz xoxoxo
Today is Rebecca's Birthday and my thoughts have been of Bec for most of the day. I tried to find her today but couldn't - Bec would know that I tried and that nothing would stop me from trying my best. I'm sorry I didn't find you Bec - Bec would know I'd be sorry about that too.
Rebecca knew me well - most of the time. She knew how I would react to what she told me and to what she may have done. But I could also surprise her - though Bec knew that I could do so and that I often would.
Bec loved my surprises and I'd say that she knew I'd have one for her birthday.
Happy birthday Bec - how I wish I could say that to you again. How I wish I could say that to you tonight - now. I can't - but you know that I would have liked that to be the case. I would never have forgotten your birthday and you knew that I wouldn't.
You always forgot mine - but that was OK, because I didn't mind about that. As long as you were my best friend it didn't matter about anything else.
I miss you Bec - I have every day since the last time I saw you and especially now since that fateful day in June 2008 when I heard that you had died.
It broke my heart that I couldn't be at your funeral. I so much wanted to be able to be there and how much it has hurt me to not be there. But you knew that I'd feel that way and I also know that you would understand that I couldn't be - especially since you knew the reason why I couldn't be.
I don't know that I have been able to say goodbye to you yet - I know I have never wanted to. I thought that day would be today but I couldn't find you and that upset me greatly.
I haven't forgotten you, as I promised I never would. I will continue to keep that promise as you know I will.
- - - - these icons below are so ridiculous (you knew I'd say that too). They just don't capture the moment/thoughts at all.
I wish i could go back in time and tell you just how much you meant to me. you impacted my life in more ways than anyone could imagine. The day we met the felling of being the "only one" left me and feeling that the was someone in the world that felt the pressure of having diabetes made life alot easier to take. You have made it reality to me.
I cant beleive it was your time and know that we are still battling together. i miss having you here to talk to you were a great listener. you were the only person who knew exactly how it was. LOVE YOU MATE Loz xoxoxo
It has now been a month since Bec died and it hasn't got any easier for me. I miss her so much. Not being able to talk to her or see her again is just impossible for me to accept I think. I know it feels that way even though I know it is true.
I know your pain,I lost my beautiful daughter March 2006 .I run a child loss website and forum [free of cost] For more support please visit www.mychildlossgrief.org/
Again I am so sorry.Your daughter is beautiful
Louise Lagerman
When i met boo i immediately clicked with her..we had alot in common..
I dont normally let people into my life but i could tell that Boo was what you would call a true friend.. her warm loving persoanlity and her open mind was what drew me to her..
She went out of her way to be nice to eveyone and to have time for everyone.. We talked everyday about nothing but when she called me i would never hesitate to answer.
she had her ups and downs and i was always amaized how she could always manage to smile even in the hard times...
Although it may have only been just over a year ive known her she has touched my heart and made me feel "lucky" in just getting to know her and her welcoming me into her life..
She made me feel like a Good Person when i was around her, we had so much fun together i will NEVER forget those times i had with her...
The first thing i remember when i think of Bec is her lovely warm nature evident in her beautiful smile and cheeky dimples.. her lively spirit and genuine soul.
We do not have to rely
upon memories
to recapture the spirit
of those we have loved and lost -
they live within our souls
in some perfect sanctuary
which even death
cannot destroy -
Bec was a beautiful,honest kind and the most genuine person I ever had the pleasure of knowing and will miss her so very much. Thanks "Boo" for letting me into your short but wonderful life
Thinking of You
Kevin Matthews Jun 25, 2010
Me
Rebecca's Birthday
Kevin Matthews Mar 08, 2010
Always, Kevin
One Year On - Still Missing You
Kevin Matthews Jun 25, 2009
With Love and Fond Memories
Lauren Best Jun 25, 2009
I miss you. Until we meet again. With love and fond memories loz xoxoxo
8 March: Rebecca's Birthday
Kevin Matthews Mar 08, 2009
Rebecca knew me well - most of the time. She knew how I would react to what she told me and to what she may have done. But I could also surprise her - though Bec knew that I could do so and that I often would.
Bec loved my surprises and I'd say that she knew I'd have one for her birthday.
Happy birthday Bec - how I wish I could say that to you again. How I wish I could say that to you tonight - now. I can't - but you know that I would have liked that to be the case. I would never have forgotten your birthday and you knew that I wouldn't.
You always forgot mine - but that was OK, because I didn't mind about that. As long as you were my best friend it didn't matter about anything else.
I miss you Bec - I have every day since the last time I saw you and especially now since that fateful day in June 2008 when I heard that you had died.
It broke my heart that I couldn't be at your funeral. I so much wanted to be able to be there and how much it has hurt me to not be there. But you knew that I'd feel that way and I also know that you would understand that I couldn't be - especially since you knew the reason why I couldn't be.
I don't know that I have been able to say goodbye to you yet - I know I have never wanted to. I thought that day would be today but I couldn't find you and that upset me greatly.
I haven't forgotten you, as I promised I never would. I will continue to keep that promise as you know I will.
- - - - these icons below are so ridiculous (you knew I'd say that too). They just don't capture the moment/thoughts at all.
The Battler
Lauren Best Dec 10, 2008
I cant beleive it was your time and know that we are still battling together. i miss having you here to talk to you were a great listener. you were the only person who knew exactly how it was. LOVE YOU MATE Loz xoxoxo
It has been a month
Kevin Matthews Jul 25, 2008
I miss you Bec :-(
I am so sorry for your loss
Louise Lagerman Jun 30, 2008
www.mychildlossgrief.org/
Again I am so sorry.Your daughter is beautiful
Louise Lagerman
boo
mel dos Jun 30, 2008
My Memory
Amy Jun 30, 2008
When i met boo i immediately clicked with her..we had alot in common..
I dont normally let people into my life but i could tell that Boo was what you would call a true friend.. her warm loving persoanlity and her open mind was what drew me to her..
She went out of her way to be nice to eveyone and to have time for everyone.. We talked everyday about nothing but when she called me i would never hesitate to answer.
she had her ups and downs and i was always amaized how she could always manage to smile even in the hard times...
Although it may have only been just over a year ive known her she has touched my heart and made me feel "lucky" in just getting to know her and her welcoming me into her life..
She made me feel like a Good Person when i was around her, we had so much fun together i will NEVER forget those times i had with her...
Forever in my heart, love you Boo.
Full of life
Bridgette Neilson Jun 29, 2008
We do not have to rely
upon memories
to recapture the spirit
of those we have loved and lost -
they live within our souls
in some perfect sanctuary
which even death
cannot destroy -
Best barmaid I ever worked with
Matt Hughes Jun 28, 2008